I find myself feeling like I am living in a different World ~ Mary Long

I find myself feeling like I am living in a different World.

Things seem weird and look differently, in a good way though.

Everything feels much lighter, even when I feel I may have something to worry about, that worry turns into joy.

Really hard to explain, I tell people things are just weird right now.

Like everything is resetting, not only within us but within the cosmos.

Everything that is said in the outside world of news makes absolutely no sense to me at all.

Just like when I was a little kid and my brother was 14 years older than me leaving to go to Vietnam, I did not understand what War meant and why my brother had to leave. I was only 4 years old.

Feeling like that kid again, wondering why all this is going on, why there is so much hate, so much war, so much fear mongering. Even though I know why, it still doesn't make sense to me.

It all boils down to the point when I was little and could not figure out why I was on this low dense planet, I asked that question over and over again to my grandmother. At the time I was so little that she couldn't really explain it to me and would say because you are supposed to be here.

My consciousness is in a void of no mind, and I don't want to work anymore, I want to play all the time. I want to be outside playing with rocks, the dirt, talking to the trees and doing what I want to do.

Don't get me wrong I love what I do as a job, but my consciousness is shifting wanting to explore something new, something more deep, something more creative.

I am going to make it so, because this is what my Heart deeply desires, it's time, time to totally retire from it all and continue my journey to the Stars, to be fully in it. Fully Conscious and utilize the powers I was born with rather than feel crunched for time.

The outer appearances are distortions to my consciousness right now and it no longer wants to be held back by narratives that is being put out there only to distract us.

I am changing Dear Ones, I am going to fully embody my 5th Dimensional Self, beyond time, beyond this form. I will still be here on this planet but living in a higher frequency.

Straddling two worlds is quite exhausting to my Spirit, it wants more, it wants to thrive in everlasting life and just be in this space of content without feeling it all.

That is why I shared Vidya post about weariness. We are closer than ever Loves; we are so close you can touch it. Not all of humanity are there yet and some may never get there, and we have to accept that.

Just sharing what is going through my consciousness at this time, going to do some deeper meditations this weekend, who knows Birdie and I may make some New Constellations.

We surrender to the flow of life, to just be in it yet not attached to it. To be completely free to fly wherever our hearts take us.

I love you all to infinity and beyond, I hope this makes sense because my consciousness is in a whole other world. The migraines cracked me open some more.

Some days I feel like Lucy, I just ain't 100% yet.

Have a Magical Weekend, be back Sunday.