Never would I have realized that the energies this year would be as strong as they are, it just goes to show you no matter how much work we do on ourselves there are so many lifetimes of letting go.
Frankly some days I have been all over the place, so wrapped up in what is coming to my consciousness in these moments, that part is easy but the bodily changes all I can say is oh my.
Each day feels like a new beginning, or a setback which truly has been a trip. I never realize that there would be so much to process so much to heal, so much to move on from.
For a few days I felt trapped in this crazy world of separation, like I could not move on from it and the triggers, all I have to say for that is thank you. It has opened me up to more innerstanding and how I need to let go even more so I can be free of the blocks that keep me from fully embodying the light coming into us.
The last couple days I have stayed home from work due to a very crazy kidney infection that has totally caught me off guard because I never get sick. Where it came from, I am not sure but I think it is the only way my body could get through to me, to slow down, stop pushing myself so hard.
So many lessons, so much misunderstanding and we still have so much work to do Loves, truly it can feel like a never ending process.
Just being aware of what it is that holds us back, or sets us back is a big step in moving forward on our Journey's to become more light bodied and less carbon based.
Be attentive to the signs and if things seem to be overwhelming sit back and just observe, I have caught myself in some mind traps that took me a while to figure out, or become aware of.
I am so grateful for a Friend I connected with about 4 years ago, all though she and I haven't met we feel like we have known each other for eons, she knows who she is I don't have to say her name, but I thank her for always being there and us being there for each other as we go through these trippy energies, lol.
Love to all you beautiful Souls out there, it doesn't matter how far we have come or even if we have setbacks it is just another experience that we asked for to help guides to the higher dimensions of consciousness.
No matter how chaotic, or how trying life feels right now we always got this and we are always here for each other. That is what matters Most.
Namaste Loves.
