Full Surrender
Recently, I have been working with Isis within the temples and want to share with you an understanding I received. I was walking with Isis, and she shared with me how we are all going through levels of personal surrender. We have to surrender ourselves to this process, to the changes we are experiencing, and to what we thought this time period would look & feel like. We are having to allow people to experience their creation, no matter how much that hurts.
Surrendering has become a huge theme in the spiritual community; we say the words, yet most of us are not fully surrendering. We understand the concept with our heads, and now, it must reach our hearts. She shared with me that most of us have programming that is in direct opposition to surrender. I asked her for an example, and she asked me to notice how the following synonyms feel in the body instead of the word surrender.
As you read these next words, feel where they hit you in the body.
Submit
Submission
Abandon
Quit
Yield
Give in
Give up
Succumb
Resign
Concede
As you read these words, did you feel uncomfortable, tightness in the body, or complete resistance? Each of these words is a synonym for surrender. This shows where hidden programming can be triggered when we use the word surrender.
Think about how many times we are told throughout life, “Never Surrender.” “Don’t give up.” “Winners never quit, and Quitters never win.” Look at the word abandon and the wounds that it can trigger. Even if we have extricated ourselves from the matrix, this subliminal programming is still running. When we say the word surrender, we may unconsciously connect it to words that are deemed negative or make us seem to lack character or the ability to succeed.
We also have to look at what true surrender means. It is the surrendering of our human will, which contains our ego, trauma, beliefs, and expectations. We are surrendering our human will and shifting into God’s will. God-will is where we become more in tune, part of the flow of the universe, and we trust fully. At the base, surrender is the act of getting out of our own way to allow the Divine to lead us completely.
Isis also recommends that we look at where we have resistance to the word God. Many of us have experienced religious trauma. We use words such as Source, the universe, etc., but when it comes to the word God, we have resistance. She explained that this resistance to the word God also keeps us from fully surrendering.
I asked her what it would mean to surrender and what it looks like to go from the human will to God will.
She said the simplest explanation is FULL TRUST.
Can we trust that what is happening, no matter how it looks, is exactly how it’s meant to happen?
Can we trust that what is meant for us will find its way to us?
Can we allow ourselves to be completely in the flow? To work hard when the wind is at our back and to rest when the wind is pushing against us? This is the exact opposite of what the hustle culture teaches.
Can we trust that being in the flow may not mean that we only experience things that are deemed positive?
This can be quite a stumbling block to fully surrendering our human will to God-will is that we have the misconceived notion that when we are in the flow, everything should be perfect. This would be nice, but it’s not truth. There are times that being in the flow means an incident happens that brings an understanding of a hidden trauma or wound. It can be painful, and brutal, and yet it’s exactly what needs to happen, AND it’s part of being in the flow.
Full surrender and trust require that we operate from the heart space first and the mind second. All of this requires that we get out of our own way and let go of the illusion that we need to be in control.
Isis explained that when one is working on surrendering to God, to the flow, they may find that their body is uncomfortable and that they are unable to let go of the spinning mind. The advice was to take a step back; pushing or forcing ourselves to surrender is the exact opposite of what is needed.
Isis explained that when we fully surrender, it will be full of ease and joy, and we will feel held. If we do not feel this, it’s due to resistance and a lack of trust showing us where inner work is needed.
When we take a step back, we are asked to reaffirm our intention to surrender continually and request assistance from our spirit teams. We also need to work on how we see things. If we can truly believe that all is happening exactly as it should be, then full surrender is the next step we take.
True surrender to God is not an easy task. When we begin this process, our ego often gets triggered. The benefit is that it will allow us to see the fears that arise and where we have bought into the illusion of control.
We are finding ourselves in deeper and deeper waters as we are bathed with intense light and frequencies. I have been shown a pulse that we are receiving that is coming in from the galaxy, where Source resides. This pulse is a beacon calling us home, home within ourselves so that we may know the Divine within and without.
May we use this time to surrender and flow with love, joy, and ease. Sending you all lots of love.
Jenny
