Are You Fighting With Yourself?
Dear Ones,
Your experiences of the past few weeks were likely filled with anger and despair. Such is changing by the moment. Not because you are accessing different materials or people, but because you are no longer vested in 3D drama.
This step away from 3D drama has occurred in several stages, for this is not the first time we have relayed a similar message. The difference is that most of the previous messages pertained to your intimate relationships with family and friends. This message is about letting go of global angst.
Many of you question your ability to do so for you continue to note global missteps. Your focus of anger has been the environment, politics, inhumane actions, education, economics, or other areas. It does not matter for the gist of your angst has been about happenings beyond your family and community – the big picture as you might say. But doing so prevents you from acknowledging how tired, how exhausted you are.
That last statement is not to be taken lightly for indeed, you have pushed yourself throughout this lifetime and many others so that you would have the expertise and energy to help shift the earth. You completed that major Universal piece majestically, all the while enmeshed in the 3D clearing of fears and angst.
You cleared and cleared and, at the same time, helped shift the earth only to discover a sense of loss, of purpose. So instead of focussing within, you continued your earth focus. For you have cleared so much within that your new you vessel is empty. And true to your 3D knowledge base, you attempted to fill your empty vessel with global concerns.
The difficulty is your physical body informed you that such a direction is no longer appropriate, causing rashes, stomach pains, and similar physical ailments. As if you were attacking yourself. And so you were for you are now so finely tuned that whenever you take an incorrect fork in your transition path, your body creates a warning light that says, “No, not this way.”
So it is many of you have been fighting yourself. You try to refocus on global issues, and your body says no. You attempt to rest so that you can refocus on global issues, and your body remains exhausted. And your resulting anger displays itself in many parts of your life.
You are feeling lost, exhausted, and angry – but not for long.
Learning to drive an automobile, required you to focus on the road and ascertain your car was in the correct gear, all the while watching for road signs and other indicators directing you to your destination.
Your minor physical ailments have become your personal road signs. Your correct gear is looking within. For your road is designed to be much smoother than has been true the past few weeks of self-testing. You have attempted this or that course creating physical side effects that were designed to help you understand you had negated your easy path.
To continue this automobile analogy, your windshield provides information about what is in front of you, not what is on the other side of the world. Because your focus has been too vast, you missed stop signs and other directional signs. Return to a smaller focus, and your road will be easy to maneuver. Continue to look for life and solutions beyond what you see through your windshield, and you will feel lost, alone, and angry – just as would be true if you lost your way driving to an important appointment.
You are exhausted because you focused somewhere out there instead of within.
Allow yourself to create a smaller focus, an easier path. You no longer need to focus on global issues.
Your new focus is much smaller. It is addressing your exhaustion. It is allowing yourself to, yes, push the easy button.
Your life no longer consists of long-range projects to save others. There is just discovering the joys, skills, and interests of new you. It is time for you to get to know you.
Even though world happenings might continue to be of interest, global affairs are no longer your career or your job. Allow yourself to refocus on you just as you might moving to a new community or job.
What is it you wish to do or be? Not, how will that interest help the world, but how will that interest help you enjoy your life? Is it fun? Do it. Is it helping the world at the cost of yourself? Stop. If it feels delicious, move towards it. If it feels overwhelming, cumbersome, difficult, painful, fearful, or too much – stop for that is not your road map. So be it. Amen.
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