NEW EARTH: Feeling Energy & Understanding our Human'ness to move beyond it & into the other dimensional realms to live and exist
11/6/2015
It's
important to understand that you WANT to FEEL ENERGY moving, tingling
and numbness that mean that a part of your body is "waking up". The body
was asleep too. This is why so many are experiencing physical things.
The body is releasing (unanchoring) all that was held within. And after a
bunch goes, more will come. HOW we experience is different as we hold
light. Our LightBody operates differently. We can function and know
there is pain, yet pain doesn't affect us as it once did. It's an
awareness, yet we are not affected by it (except in the huge upgrades,
and we feel these too, yet deal with them differently. WE get out in
nature, take a bath or go to bed. The body clears when we sleep, it
upgrades, integrates light and merges at a higher frequency. The degree
of intensity changes vastly. We can have an awareness that it is
intense, but it doesn't ENTER-FEAR with our moment... We acknowledge it
and we choose what is appropriate. Stretch the body, relax the body,
honor the body, love/pamper the body, give it rest/sleep or just keep
going and let it do it's thing....
I too went through beyond excruciating pain. I had every "ailment and diagnosis" there was. I suffered physically huge, because I was a very strong and separated human soul. I held alot within my energy and I was asleep until my mid 30's when I slowly started to awaken, not to consciousness, yet to the understandings of suppression within the physical body, the way we thought about ourselves, that which we did not yet understand. It was many years before I moved into actual consciousness. My heart was opening and it took much extreme abuse and torment in my own world to bring this all out within me. It was my own chosen path.
I "suffered" with extreme everything, taken to to the "last moment" of breath-life for many things, always "so bad" that it couldn't be treated anymore with conventional treatments or medications. 30+ pills a day just to "get by and make it through". Fibromyalgia, diabetes (that turned to hypoglycemia later), chronic fatigue syndrome, gout, renal failure/edema, migraines, high blood pressure, congestive heart failure, asthma, allergies, obesity, arthritis, anxiety, hypothyroidism, agoraphobia by the "end".... more things than I can list here and ALWAYS to the extreme. I didn't just have anything a "little bit", I had them all full-blown to the "worst"... stroke level, heart attack level, whole body toxic level, organ shut-down level.... I spent my days in specialist's offices and in & out of the hospital listening to the stories, reasons and human explanations (and lack of them)....
I always had to "go to the depths of hell" before I was willing to "try that idea or thing that could help, but I was too stubborn, as it didn't match my way of how things were supposed to work and I just wanted "easy", for the pain to go away.... I didn't want to "deal with it"... I had things to DO, I had to work, I had a family, I had responsibilities and bills....
Then it was TIME.... TIME TO WAKE UP and when we are not willing to listen, AS THAT TIME COMES (there is no one moment, there are a gazillion of them, many ONE MOMENTS)... SOMETHING will make an impact, something will get our attention, something will cause us to DESIRE TO OPEN UP and BE RECEPTIVE.... The human aspect is not receptive to change and weird ideas..... It likes "sure things"... It likes proof ....
Every moment is a re-arrangement of our physical world/physical body to MOVE US IN THE DIRECTION OF HIGHER LIGHT EXISTENCE.... We are given the opportUNITY to chose it first....
I was one that held on until the "end".... every time... UNTIL I STARTED TO SEE.....
Those epiphanies, those cool realizations and all of those huge events that cause us to get present with our feelings, get present in our reality and all of those fears, judgments and distortions of how the world worked.... I finally started to hear them and see them through my own inner vision....
I SAW the chaotic mind and the speed at which all moved. I FELT the need to pull away and be by myself and shut the whole world out... I didn't have enough strength to deal with the pulling and needy or intrusive energy of others. I needed to be alone with ME, my higher self aspect inside. I had come to LOVE ME TIME and this was huge, for before... I'd gone through the DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL and it was beyond intense. I was acting out in the "worse ways" and the "worst stuff" was surfacing within me and coming up. I was suppressing with drugs, alcohol and I used sex to try to find love and work out all of that discord that was triggered by these gamma rays and cosmic energies.
We do not understand that THE PURPOSE of LIGHT is to make all visible. We say "yeah, more light!!!!", which means something that wasn't previously visible is coming up. WE "think" we can hide from the light.... nope... not even close!
I was one of the EXTREME HUMANS, I chose it all. So of course to go the other direction, I went extreme. I love extreme. It's the fastest way to counter-balance and come back to center inside, come back to balance, peace and love. I like fast. Discomfort is fast. I understand it. None of us love it, but we do get it and we know how important it is.
I ran companies, programmed software, took computers apart and put them back together, worked in the most linear fashions one could imagine... and I was AWESOME at BEING HUMAN... then it was time to expand and let it all go.
But I was a SURVIVOR, I "HAD MADE IT"... I was at the top of the world ... THEN IT WAS REALLY TIME TO WAKE UP.... and the whole world started to change....
I realized it was "EASY" when "I" stopped fighting, resisting and opened my mind up to more. I took energy classes that challenged me to understand more, I connected with others about the spirit world, metaphysics, energies and more... and I found more that made sense there than the old world where I never fit in. I excelled at it, but that was all. It was an accomplishment, a goal and physical life was easy. I had it all. Except I was asleep and understood nothing at all. The one thing I did always have was an inner knowing that could not be explained. I was a "natural" at things that others tried hard at..... I knew what others couldn't see, instantly.... answers came easy...
My body started to wake up AFTER a continual string of events that challenged my integrity and pushed me into a corner to make a choice between what was "right inside" and what was going on "out there". I had given my power away, was scared and had to choose between large amounts of money or integrity, standing in honor and what was right... and my body was "fighting back" and saying "no more". You've compromised your SOUL (us) too long. My physical body was shutting down, again... "one last time"...and I knew this "was it"....
I had to choose. I had to do the "hard thing", the thing that represented the biggest fear in me, challenged me the most, scared me the most and challenged my ability to continue to "get by" in the physical world. I was always just getting by....
I had to say "NO, not anymore" to the authority figure, that spiritual person that represented the mos lack of integrity and dishonor, that was my all humans all wrapped up in one. The one that owed me money that I needed to pay my bills, desperately... I had to say no, not anymore and walk away from the money and know that I'd be okay, somehow.... With nothing visible coming, no way to know... nothing tangible... I had to choose and trust the UNIVERSE.....
I turned my focus on myself. I took advantage of every moment that I had to focus on me, take time for me, sleep and do what I needed to do for me. I was fighting for ME to EMERGE and I had no idea... I just knew I NEEDED THIS....
I found local groups that did what resonated with me at that time (I was an awakening "empath and sensitive" so I sought out others to understand myself and more.... From there came oracle cards, pendulums, group sessions, "psychic gifts" and so much more.... I could not get enough... I was "starving" for information... This fed my soul. I listened to everything online I could find that resonated.
And every time I could handle it energetically, I opened my doors up, I had groups over and I started teaching, sharing, assisting others in understanding themselves too. I helped with clearings of every kind... and "healing" of the human aspect with the higher self soul. Even through my "worst moments" I taught and helped others, for this was helping me understand and bring forth my own REMEMBERING from within.
I had to come to accept all that I had "done" and let it all go and the judgement around it all. I had to move from "why all of that horrible stuff happened TO ME to completely different understandings that FREED ME. I had to really want to be free...
I started channeling after an intense Kundalini awakening and the amount of light that was activating was HUGE. Simultaneously, I was dealing with my stuff.... some openly, some in my private space... at my comfort level until I could totally open up and stop judging myself and come to understand how important our experiences are in assisting and guiding others....
Eventually, I moved on from being an Empath, a Sensitive, a Psychic/Medium and I moved into super consciousness. This meant shedding those new "titles and identities too" and the need to be limited to those things too. Gifts coming out of every orphus, I was doing this amazing energy and I could see deep into one's soul. I could hear/see/feel/read the energy, frequency, hear the subtleties and bandwidths present.... and I could utilize this to assist others in what they could not hear/see/feel/understand yet.
I understood that all of those traumas, horrible things, all of those extreme discordant realities were a GIFT and gave me the ability to assist/guide more.... For when we've experienced it, we understand it and we can't have judgement. WE have compassion (not pity or lack), because we've been there...
We are not standing here saying "I've been doing this for 30 years... " (which is ego's separation/competition/comparison/importance/measuring through time)... We are saying "I understand, I did it.... " and we help others see THE PURPOSE in all, the gifts in all and the appreciation for all.
The human will stand in judgment... we appreciate it, have gratitude for it and understand it for the purpose it served. The more messed up we were, the better, for the more we can help/guide/assist another in letting go of judgement and understanding too.
UNDERSTANDING IS THE KEY.... Experience and Knowledge are the activations. Expanding Perspectives and challenging perceptions are necessary to be FREE...
The closed-fixed-human mind must be opened. We either do it ourselves "easier" or we call forth/wait for something to occur to open our mind for us. The depths of hell, the bottom and breaking points is where the human aspect has to go for the hold that the brain, human aspect has to be released. There are EASY WAYS to bypass the need to be broken, stripped of all, "loss".... all words used by our human aspect.... Here all of that means that the soul is emerging, the light is activating/expanding and the resistance to finding humanity inside and stepping INTO ALIGNMENT are occurring.
Now, the open hearted person has an open mind. It's listening and has a choice. The closed minded being has closed their heart down and is living according to fixed mentalities of old programs...
UNDERSTANDING is KEY.... yet it takes the heart being opening and actually DESIRING to listen and know more for this to occur.
These higher light frequencies are opening hearts and minds... and the body is running energy through it, whether you are aware of this or not. The more movement, the more energy, the more alive.... There are many ways you can move and activate LIGHT ENERGY within you to assist with this process. Do not fear movement or judge pain. Do not "think" you have done anything wrong or are less than anything. Do not "believe" bad things will happen. KNOW INSIDE and LISTEN to that.....
NEW Earth is all around you. It's in the beauty, the presence, the vibrant colors, nature and the sky. It's visible when your heart, mind, eyes and energy are open and flowing, when you are present, paying attention and looking for it.... It's a vibration at first that you must access within yourself and as you hold this vibration it becomes more visible. It's the beautiful open conversations with/among others. It's the beauty of sound and song and you can FEEL the fuzzy in your heart and energy when you are activating the frequency of NEW Earth. That is energy... you FEEL it.
This is a process, an evolution... it's you/all REMEMBERING again. As one REMEMBERS, they become aware, see more, understand more, hear more from within.
Clearing the old realities out is a part of the process, daily... the ease at which this is done is determined by how open or closed one is, how committed one is, how much we are willing to DO...
Being IN-Service evolves too. WE come first... the rest comes to us as we hold light and become love again. WE utilize everything here. WE do not waste anything.... energy, time, money, thoughts, feelings.... everything is SACRED and HONORED and UTILIZED as light here. ♥ ♥ ♥
I too went through beyond excruciating pain. I had every "ailment and diagnosis" there was. I suffered physically huge, because I was a very strong and separated human soul. I held alot within my energy and I was asleep until my mid 30's when I slowly started to awaken, not to consciousness, yet to the understandings of suppression within the physical body, the way we thought about ourselves, that which we did not yet understand. It was many years before I moved into actual consciousness. My heart was opening and it took much extreme abuse and torment in my own world to bring this all out within me. It was my own chosen path.
I "suffered" with extreme everything, taken to to the "last moment" of breath-life for many things, always "so bad" that it couldn't be treated anymore with conventional treatments or medications. 30+ pills a day just to "get by and make it through". Fibromyalgia, diabetes (that turned to hypoglycemia later), chronic fatigue syndrome, gout, renal failure/edema, migraines, high blood pressure, congestive heart failure, asthma, allergies, obesity, arthritis, anxiety, hypothyroidism, agoraphobia by the "end".... more things than I can list here and ALWAYS to the extreme. I didn't just have anything a "little bit", I had them all full-blown to the "worst"... stroke level, heart attack level, whole body toxic level, organ shut-down level.... I spent my days in specialist's offices and in & out of the hospital listening to the stories, reasons and human explanations (and lack of them)....
I always had to "go to the depths of hell" before I was willing to "try that idea or thing that could help, but I was too stubborn, as it didn't match my way of how things were supposed to work and I just wanted "easy", for the pain to go away.... I didn't want to "deal with it"... I had things to DO, I had to work, I had a family, I had responsibilities and bills....
Then it was TIME.... TIME TO WAKE UP and when we are not willing to listen, AS THAT TIME COMES (there is no one moment, there are a gazillion of them, many ONE MOMENTS)... SOMETHING will make an impact, something will get our attention, something will cause us to DESIRE TO OPEN UP and BE RECEPTIVE.... The human aspect is not receptive to change and weird ideas..... It likes "sure things"... It likes proof ....
Every moment is a re-arrangement of our physical world/physical body to MOVE US IN THE DIRECTION OF HIGHER LIGHT EXISTENCE.... We are given the opportUNITY to chose it first....
I was one that held on until the "end".... every time... UNTIL I STARTED TO SEE.....
Those epiphanies, those cool realizations and all of those huge events that cause us to get present with our feelings, get present in our reality and all of those fears, judgments and distortions of how the world worked.... I finally started to hear them and see them through my own inner vision....
I SAW the chaotic mind and the speed at which all moved. I FELT the need to pull away and be by myself and shut the whole world out... I didn't have enough strength to deal with the pulling and needy or intrusive energy of others. I needed to be alone with ME, my higher self aspect inside. I had come to LOVE ME TIME and this was huge, for before... I'd gone through the DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL and it was beyond intense. I was acting out in the "worse ways" and the "worst stuff" was surfacing within me and coming up. I was suppressing with drugs, alcohol and I used sex to try to find love and work out all of that discord that was triggered by these gamma rays and cosmic energies.
We do not understand that THE PURPOSE of LIGHT is to make all visible. We say "yeah, more light!!!!", which means something that wasn't previously visible is coming up. WE "think" we can hide from the light.... nope... not even close!
I was one of the EXTREME HUMANS, I chose it all. So of course to go the other direction, I went extreme. I love extreme. It's the fastest way to counter-balance and come back to center inside, come back to balance, peace and love. I like fast. Discomfort is fast. I understand it. None of us love it, but we do get it and we know how important it is.
I ran companies, programmed software, took computers apart and put them back together, worked in the most linear fashions one could imagine... and I was AWESOME at BEING HUMAN... then it was time to expand and let it all go.
But I was a SURVIVOR, I "HAD MADE IT"... I was at the top of the world ... THEN IT WAS REALLY TIME TO WAKE UP.... and the whole world started to change....
I realized it was "EASY" when "I" stopped fighting, resisting and opened my mind up to more. I took energy classes that challenged me to understand more, I connected with others about the spirit world, metaphysics, energies and more... and I found more that made sense there than the old world where I never fit in. I excelled at it, but that was all. It was an accomplishment, a goal and physical life was easy. I had it all. Except I was asleep and understood nothing at all. The one thing I did always have was an inner knowing that could not be explained. I was a "natural" at things that others tried hard at..... I knew what others couldn't see, instantly.... answers came easy...
My body started to wake up AFTER a continual string of events that challenged my integrity and pushed me into a corner to make a choice between what was "right inside" and what was going on "out there". I had given my power away, was scared and had to choose between large amounts of money or integrity, standing in honor and what was right... and my body was "fighting back" and saying "no more". You've compromised your SOUL (us) too long. My physical body was shutting down, again... "one last time"...and I knew this "was it"....
I had to choose. I had to do the "hard thing", the thing that represented the biggest fear in me, challenged me the most, scared me the most and challenged my ability to continue to "get by" in the physical world. I was always just getting by....
I had to say "NO, not anymore" to the authority figure, that spiritual person that represented the mos lack of integrity and dishonor, that was my all humans all wrapped up in one. The one that owed me money that I needed to pay my bills, desperately... I had to say no, not anymore and walk away from the money and know that I'd be okay, somehow.... With nothing visible coming, no way to know... nothing tangible... I had to choose and trust the UNIVERSE.....
I turned my focus on myself. I took advantage of every moment that I had to focus on me, take time for me, sleep and do what I needed to do for me. I was fighting for ME to EMERGE and I had no idea... I just knew I NEEDED THIS....
I found local groups that did what resonated with me at that time (I was an awakening "empath and sensitive" so I sought out others to understand myself and more.... From there came oracle cards, pendulums, group sessions, "psychic gifts" and so much more.... I could not get enough... I was "starving" for information... This fed my soul. I listened to everything online I could find that resonated.
And every time I could handle it energetically, I opened my doors up, I had groups over and I started teaching, sharing, assisting others in understanding themselves too. I helped with clearings of every kind... and "healing" of the human aspect with the higher self soul. Even through my "worst moments" I taught and helped others, for this was helping me understand and bring forth my own REMEMBERING from within.
I had to come to accept all that I had "done" and let it all go and the judgement around it all. I had to move from "why all of that horrible stuff happened TO ME to completely different understandings that FREED ME. I had to really want to be free...
I started channeling after an intense Kundalini awakening and the amount of light that was activating was HUGE. Simultaneously, I was dealing with my stuff.... some openly, some in my private space... at my comfort level until I could totally open up and stop judging myself and come to understand how important our experiences are in assisting and guiding others....
Eventually, I moved on from being an Empath, a Sensitive, a Psychic/Medium and I moved into super consciousness. This meant shedding those new "titles and identities too" and the need to be limited to those things too. Gifts coming out of every orphus, I was doing this amazing energy and I could see deep into one's soul. I could hear/see/feel/read the energy, frequency, hear the subtleties and bandwidths present.... and I could utilize this to assist others in what they could not hear/see/feel/understand yet.
I understood that all of those traumas, horrible things, all of those extreme discordant realities were a GIFT and gave me the ability to assist/guide more.... For when we've experienced it, we understand it and we can't have judgement. WE have compassion (not pity or lack), because we've been there...
We are not standing here saying "I've been doing this for 30 years... " (which is ego's separation/competition/comparison/importance/measuring through time)... We are saying "I understand, I did it.... " and we help others see THE PURPOSE in all, the gifts in all and the appreciation for all.
The human will stand in judgment... we appreciate it, have gratitude for it and understand it for the purpose it served. The more messed up we were, the better, for the more we can help/guide/assist another in letting go of judgement and understanding too.
UNDERSTANDING IS THE KEY.... Experience and Knowledge are the activations. Expanding Perspectives and challenging perceptions are necessary to be FREE...
The closed-fixed-human mind must be opened. We either do it ourselves "easier" or we call forth/wait for something to occur to open our mind for us. The depths of hell, the bottom and breaking points is where the human aspect has to go for the hold that the brain, human aspect has to be released. There are EASY WAYS to bypass the need to be broken, stripped of all, "loss".... all words used by our human aspect.... Here all of that means that the soul is emerging, the light is activating/expanding and the resistance to finding humanity inside and stepping INTO ALIGNMENT are occurring.
Now, the open hearted person has an open mind. It's listening and has a choice. The closed minded being has closed their heart down and is living according to fixed mentalities of old programs...
UNDERSTANDING is KEY.... yet it takes the heart being opening and actually DESIRING to listen and know more for this to occur.
These higher light frequencies are opening hearts and minds... and the body is running energy through it, whether you are aware of this or not. The more movement, the more energy, the more alive.... There are many ways you can move and activate LIGHT ENERGY within you to assist with this process. Do not fear movement or judge pain. Do not "think" you have done anything wrong or are less than anything. Do not "believe" bad things will happen. KNOW INSIDE and LISTEN to that.....
NEW Earth is all around you. It's in the beauty, the presence, the vibrant colors, nature and the sky. It's visible when your heart, mind, eyes and energy are open and flowing, when you are present, paying attention and looking for it.... It's a vibration at first that you must access within yourself and as you hold this vibration it becomes more visible. It's the beautiful open conversations with/among others. It's the beauty of sound and song and you can FEEL the fuzzy in your heart and energy when you are activating the frequency of NEW Earth. That is energy... you FEEL it.
This is a process, an evolution... it's you/all REMEMBERING again. As one REMEMBERS, they become aware, see more, understand more, hear more from within.
Clearing the old realities out is a part of the process, daily... the ease at which this is done is determined by how open or closed one is, how committed one is, how much we are willing to DO...
Being IN-Service evolves too. WE come first... the rest comes to us as we hold light and become love again. WE utilize everything here. WE do not waste anything.... energy, time, money, thoughts, feelings.... everything is SACRED and HONORED and UTILIZED as light here. ♥ ♥ ♥
