What about then? Wat did u do ?
A wise woman ... told me it was because I over load for too long.
How did she know about this?
Just looking at my tense and compressed spine, just feeling with the touch of her old and swollen hands my naked skin she knew...
I said... So much pressures carried over the years, so much pain and resentment that you lost count, carrying the weight of your own world and that of others...
And then I exhaled every breath I had been holding for over two decades...
Did she tell you how to heal?
She held my hands in hers, in those old lady hands, made me lower my hands, release my shoulders, lifted my chin and leaned behind me.
Your lips shaved my ear and softly said to me:
"Not everything is your fault"
"Not everything is your responsibility"
"You can't do it all"
"You can't solve everything"
"You don't have to accept everything"
And my eyes started to shed thick tears like broken crystals, there was a moment where I thought I would cry blood, from so much pain I was feeling.
Little by little my shoulders returned to their place, my neck became soft and lifted again, my back crept up like it hadn't happened in years and I heard my bones emit a scary crunch...
The weight of the world had come off my shoulders, the weight of the past had finally come down to the floor and was going to be used as a stepping stone...
Has she told you anything else?
His wolf eyes looked at me expectantly and said:
There are pains that carry in the heart and there is no way to remove them easily, learn to let go of the past or you will end up drowning your future... and also understand that unforgiveness hurts more than the one who cannot forgive.
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Love and Light,